Hiya and welcome, it's so important to know the support networks that you have around you, friends, family, college and any work placement. Your son will love you for being you
don't feel guilty. Having been in a similar situation can only suggest to try and be sensible with the time you have .. enjoy your baby he's at a fab age, but look after yourself as well xx
Have you spoken with your tutor, explained your situation and asked if they can help schedule a timetable that will help, evenings maybe if your little one is less adventurous at that time of day?
*This is a personal ask, please don't answer if you feel its rude, but was wondering if anyone suggested the CCLD NVQ lv2 as a career start or if you've already completed this level?